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So I made you mad
kawaii sou
poor little thing
so willing to throw yourself away
cause i got sick
Well princess there is the door
you always had a way out
Don't believe in yourself
wait for someone else
to get you where you need to go
I got these two legs
and a pocket fulla change
You always said I was wrong
So get yourself in order
its not my life you need to focus on
how old are you now?
and just what did you want from this life?
its for ourselves that we must stand
i remember you said something
like art is therapy
so sell your scars
so you wont have to carry them on your heart
pass them on
secrets in the night
I'm willing to walk beside you
when I can walk again
but are you so sure
you'd like to see me fail
by throwing up all over your work
people get sick
get used to it
life happens
get used to it
so save your pity party
for the kids who can't wait for tomorrow
everyone is so upset
that i didn't make it
but no one said
I hope you get better
all I heard was
voices of crying statues
So here I still
sit in my PJs
spewing some sort of poison
i had been taking for months
and you're mad at me
for getting me sick.
Wicked witch
don't fall victim to your daily frustrations
stop telling me that your disillusionment
is MY problem
kan ken nai daro
it's got nothing to do with me
I can't carry you home yet
All I have are these hands
that are trying to make a tool
for total betterment
but its not good enough for you
unless I carry your burden too
I can only do one thing at a time
so stop crying
and look around
dammit we are all here together
I wont stay with you another day
since you avoid responcibility
and if i get there
and you are still here
i bet you'll blame me
but i'm ready for the hate
my intentions are pure
i'll flourish in the love
so when I can I'll come back
and drag you out
show you a happy world
and if thats still not enough for you
then let the baku have you
your dreams aren't worth owning
if you don't make them real
So I made you mad
and now I'm doing it again
anger breeds anger
if you can't listen
look at yourself
look in your hands
and know you can do what you need to
there is always another tomorrow
if you want my head
to be on the other side of a gun
held in your shaking angry hands
then bring yourself to do it
so you can live with the guilt
of destroying someone well loved
what will you tell my family?
who will watch over my big brother?
who will save you from yourself?
how will you walk into tomorrow
covered in the blood of my heart?
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