The night fell long before now
I am not entirely sure just how
you became what you are
to me you exist behind this bar

There is a face i've seen too much
A sound that expresses itself as such
A nervous shielding that a single pair
of shoulders sits shorter than your hair

so grow it out that you can hide
the allegiance you have for that side
Although I know what you keep secret
you aren't giving me a reason to commit

But I am not the kind to go spilling
the truth so simplistically reeling
Since this is nature calling out
it gives us need to scream and shout

I am charged with this tall order
a thrown plea of brick and mortar
Only since I was the one on call
I'll have to respond to the fall

this tower of mine collapses
to the sound of your synapses
I can no longer deny the dancing
i feel at the affect of your romancing

You stand before all of us
heart pounding disastrous
calling out for a simple mate
to fulfill the directions of fate

one more night of singing
one more hour of begging
a single hidden moment of truth
again i'll have to be the sleuth

since you had to be untouchable
I collapsed to your remarkable
ability to continue begging
for a total love unbending

The mating cry ripped out
of a voice pushed into shout
As I sit, stand, or sleep
the benefits themselves reap

The mind is pounding in time
to experience what should be mine
If I try to turn myself away
your emotions breach my bay

Before I can think of something better
the words let fly yelling "get her"
my pants find themselves undone
the desire within me starts to run

without anyone's permission
I rush headfirst into a new situation
a mess of your own frustration
burning in the heat of demolition

I see myself naked before you
trying something i'd never do
words which never said what I mean
keep spewing forth almost unseen

baring an air of desperation
this unending fountain of inspiration
wants to feel your warmth
pouring out from the depths of this earth

The mountain still cowers
ablaze with bright new flowers
asking for your submission
behind the mask of your temptation

As much as I want to feel it
rubbing against my needful slit
I can't ever seem to find the melody
to break apart this imposed formality

So i drown into another dream
where nothing is what it seems
machines made of unfeeling metal
breed a modern day hansel and gretel

this two teared fold of flesh
wants to feel her final rest
from the agitation born and bred
of a set of lips longing to be fed

Will there ever be an ending
to a love in need of mending
to a passion filled with doubt
of a rider without his mount

You stand before all of us
heart pounding disastrous
calling out for a simple mate
to fulfill the directions of fate

a genuinely gentile masculinity
crying for a strong forward femininty
to hide below the single totality
of pure and honest ecstasy

So i keep on waiting for a day
to wash all of the fire away
to finally lay to rest
the play you act in jest

I spin my hair around
waiting until I am found
by a set of clever clear eyes
that mimic the sun setting skies

Here we are before one another
pushing forward to land and smother
just to the left of a vision unfound
wishing to be arisen unbound

These hands are magnetized
reaching out to be realized
by one another's expectations
scarred by peculiar variations

Even with these mouths open wide
we hold back the tight lipped bribes
Since it was never going to be fair
that we alone were to be spared

But in the darkness comes a light
which we must perform by right
to assure that in the blackest night
that we must remain blazing bright

An epic tale of love and life
to expunge the everlasting strife
built by ones who turned to failure
expressed by never ending conjecture

while the excuses shoot through us
a heart pounding disastrous
we continue our forward motion
with unquenchable emotion

since you and I never gave in
we can never turn ourselves in
to sign for an illness we never had
for an unreal explanation to be sad

But it's been to many nights alone
licking away at a feast not shown
for me to believe I was going to lose
so stand back, I'll light this fuse

If the explosion sets them to dust
know that doing what we must
lip-locked while the world breaks
was what had to be done for their sakes

Get down from your one handed-steed
splash me down into the dried out reeds
raise my cramped feet to the lord
knowing this stone needs your sword

With the help of a new life
we can put an end to that strife
turning away from stunning crashes
that immobilized the unwilling masses

I am telling you now and forever
when the chance comes whenever
When we are only yards from each other
that you will make me become a mother

If I say that love should win
would that be counted as sin
In a world that spun itself away
From vows that locked us to stay

and although I never wore white for you
know throughout the impending doom
that it is I who has accepted your ring
and until you get it, I will continue to sing

my dear it hurts so badly
that I have to hear you sadly
always keeping on marching
always keeping on searching

I am so sorry I couldn't be there
on the day you couldn't bear
I spent my own day alone
trying to accept what you shone

your very own collapse crushed me
the swelling it caused was contrary
to the confines of this reality
since I was not involved specifically

still I was silenced underneath
the rules imposed by a thief
who took what I was willing to give
and stole away my right to live

and this heart of mine cannot lie
there's a truth even the blind can spy
this heart of mine is under your control
this body of mine has to know your soul

whatever was left in place
wants to touch your face
and to unearth the bones
that a collective of muscle owns

A new morning arises soon enough
with it another night ends rough
because I awake once more
knowing what won't be in store

Is it too much to want you here
to hold me back from my own fear
spending these days by myself
keeps me from taking me off the shelf

I just want to go out and play
in the sun beside someone who'll stay
despite scraped knees and grass stains
cooked skin and peppermint canes

On the rainy mornings when I'd rather sleep
in your arms would you keep
the imagined memories of us two
making our house shiny and new

I love you I love you I love you
I want you I want you I want you
I need you I need you I need you
I miss you I miss you I miss you

You stand before all of us
heart pounding disastrous
calling out for a simple mate
to fulfill the directions of fate

Now I will stand up above them all
my own heart pounding disastrous
Begging for you to be my only mate
to fulfill my own expectations of fate