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All written workings belong to Heart Attack (the creative force that spent hours trying to get them out from the depths of Stacy's soul in a form coherent enough to be read). Continue at your own risk. Story Teller - I didn't do it. Nobody saw me do it. You can't prove anything. ~ end Fall of 2009 collective ~ ~ begin Fall of 2009 collective ~ Shoulder Room - Teenagers are such a lovely source of inspiration... Scratch - This seems to be more prose than lyrical, but its my real feelings. とまだちかんかく- I am filled with a sence of freindship, something meaningful, something important, something given as well as shared. Moving Ever On - Ever wanted to take a long walk but just don't think you have the time? Try breaking up with someone in a car while on vacation! Mister Kennedy - I know how it reads... but FYI it's a snow globle. Boys in Men's Clothing - I guess its ok to sometimes get fed up with the things we have to do to make the world a better place. Mahogany Hallways - If I take a step back, go somewhere no one finds me, I can carry your love once more. Half Past 10 - Dreaming only leaves me hot and bothered. Run Around- My boyfriend's back, and I bet he'll cause some trouble. Lost and Found - I have to admit, this is getting a little cushy cute. Mononoke - Even now, I can't stop the beast when it takes me over. Junky - Hello, My name is Stacy, and I am Addicted to Love and Music. GoodBye - I had no idea I had this little gem just laying around - I wrotes it back in '07, but I feel too lazy to put this in time order since it's really poignant to me now. Companion - And we begin the next chapter without you. Check Mate - I love love you. Do you love love me? Green Man Growing - Still looking for love, but maybe I might be able to look in the right places. If nothing else, I now know how not to be so heavy. If you Please - We all have the right to our own happiness, found in our own way. Experiment - I wrote lyrics to a song which was recomposed by the man who runs MAGfest. The original tune is from some video game, which I have no idea about. He sent me this file and before I knew it I was putting words to the notes. I think the name fits, for now at least. Shhhhh - It's ok that you left me. Be glad in your new life. Warrior Angel Ai - Pronounced like "I" or "eye." It means Love. -End Valentine's Collective- Graduation - Finish one project, start another. Saturday's Children - work hard for their living. Those Things Will Kill You - Dreaming only leaves me hot and bothered. Downtrodden - This really isn't working for me. Cassandra - Never should I have fallen for Apollo. Saiyonara, watashi no Ai yo - Goodbye My Love I've had... a Couple - Stop wondering allready, I need some service! From: Me, To: You - My attempt at a Love Letter Europa - Where's my Flower? Speed Racer - You have to pick one or the other. Fore Bedded Fruits - I just can't forget... Glutton for Punishment - Whatever can I do with myself? Less Than Three - A little birdie told me... -Begin Valentine's Collective- Damn Me - I can't tell if it's time to give up the ghost or not. The Truth - My own Metaphysics gone wild. Save Me - Drunken Ramblings of an unfulfilled heart filtered through an ever growing mind. Hiroshima - Relationships take work. So let's work it out. Heart Pounding Disastrous - I am dressed, made over, and ready. I reach out my hand. Do you see me asking you for a spin around the ballroom floor? Hide and Seek - Inspiration sometimes comes from the parts of ourselves we don't dare look into. Blunt Force Trauma - I need you so, that I could die. AI - I wrote you a love song, cause you asked for it. since you needed one, you see, I'm writing you a love song cause it is make or break in this. Alone and Expecting - Stepping up. Dear Heart - A phone call of sorts to my own feelings. Strawberry Anthem - A Woman's Heart Anthem. Pour Vous - This is why I think we are compatible. Tou-chur-us - If I could put all of my experiences, confusion, and fears into one set of lines, keep it simple and direct, I think this might be it. Anytime Cake - Let's take a moment to deviate from Rock-candy and experiment with Feel Good bubblegum Pop. First Draft - When people gotta do the right thing and just aren't getting it, time to lay down the smack on their ignorance and explain what should be done. Even if you don't agree, I'm still gonna put this out there. Cave Diving - You know how your room needs cleaning? Well the heart needs the same thing after a good relationship has gone bad. the only difference is that it's not as easy as picking up clothes and putting books away, it's a whole experience that includes falling stalactites, roller coaster rides, and heavy duty digging. In some instances miners will contract the black lung. Harley Quinn Romance - One helluva trip to Gotham via the dream ship made me experience fiction like I have never known it before. Esoteric Gateway Interface - A week long experiment in honesty about my recent mess and my idea of what life might really be about. Perfection - And there he was, standing there, like a dream come true, or a gift from God. Punkin-Pie-Chart - What goes through my head while we wait for the bus together, even if you don't see me. Killer Bees - A documentation of what seems to be the puberty process of my emotions. Brand New Day - The beginning of the end. A creative collection of the things that inspired me on the night that filtered into the morning of the first day of the rest of my life. Blue Collar Bitchery - I don't know what got into her, but she's making me crazy. Sick Days, Free Nights - I got sick and couldn't go to NY, ruining the plans I had stayed up all night making. Today was a bad day for a Tummy Ache - More of the same (see above). But a little more honesty for Master Mister-san (the thing that inspires feelings that shake my insides as to let me know I was supposed to be elsewhere doing something). Starry-Eyed Hope - Oh the wonders of space, you have inspired me to not give up on my heart and my demented idealism. Plea z - Something penned in all honesty of the way I felt at a time when nothing made much sense at all. A feeling to jump off a cliff and fly off into the night to find a special someone who had been talking to me in cryptic images and messages everywhere I looked, listened to, or breathed, drove me forward and created in me a frustration I thought I would never lose without hitting a deep life-lasting depression. Yaru Kudasai - Yaru: to do; to have sexual intercourse; to kill. Kudasai: please give me. Revolutions, Revelations - To quote Fall Out Boy, "Long Live the Car Crash Hearts." This journey proved more dangerous than I had expected, but all in all, I am loving every moment of it. All for the Night - A punky, fast, honest, breakup song. Extra Ordinary - This is meant to be a call to action for all the ones who have been quaking with an urge to do whatever it is none of us could figure out. Works - The first of my expressions about the thing that made me think I was going insane. For all of you who knew me when I had a myspace, this one might be familiar. I remember those days, when everything that was burned into my essence. AHH memories. I'll Be - The morning sunlight poking out from behind sky scrapers to turn the gray city a beautiful blue long before people begin to stir calmed my mind enough so that when the waft of some invisible man's cigarette hit my tongue I got this complete vision of woman trying to save her relationship, most likely standing in the spot I had, overlooking the water and Manhattan. Poseidon Come - Kyaa! I wrote a song for Peter Steele. I am such a fangirl. Ratta Tat Tat - Oh look world... another Armageddon love song. crap... just... fuck... - Love making should always be mutually driven. The trails of bring guardian to a prodigal son - Its hard to stand by when the one you love goes out into the world and makes an utter fool of themselves, and hurts people in the process. Schoolyard Confession - ^///^ Daily Life is a drag - Maybe, just maybe, if someone special cared about me, all this junk would be worth it. A liddle reinforcement - OK girls, you can do it. You got a broken heart, get up, get back in the game. You'll find what you're seeking as long as you remember how great you really are. Just to Letcha Know - Sometimes, we just get pissy at the ones we care about. I'm sorry I was Slow - The process of creating a meaningful life is a long, plodding, arduous one. But I am on my way! Am I Dreaming? - I want to be sure if the one I care about really cares for me at all, so I'll run through the Black Forest. This Silent Battle - Sometimes two is one too many. Media Crush - This ole heart of mine just jumped around for anything that attracted me. Oh newspapers and High School football players... In those days there was no where I could hide from my own constant infatuation. Loser's Dream - Does liking a boy who is hard-pressed for comics make me a loser? Or is it that I believe in a love that I can't seem to find what makes me pathetic? Zoom - Nothing beats waking up after a lovey dovey romantical encounter like being all alone. Morning After - We didn't just split, we fled the place we knew was ours. Rainy Day Song - I really had no clue altogether about how you felt... about him. Inside the Music - You ask me all the time why am I hiding. Well there is a world inside my head which is better than this one. intolerable - Lines about a new life I am living which does little more than make me very very aggravated. lonely - I suppose there is something I need to say about the way I see you. deployment - Oh, but you went anyway. Even after I finally worked up the guts to show you my feelings. TooBadSoSad - When you cannot convey your feelings then you really don't justify your own frustration. This was an experiment in writing from another persons point of view. I wrote myself a song speaking in someone elses voice because he couldn't or didn't want to tell me what he felt. Raggedy Andy - I guess I'm just not ready for total commitment... Not while this is running us ragged. Kidnapping is an Offense - When did I give myself to you? Kaishite! When I'm not looking you'll love me - Who wants to be "just friends?" Thats a cop-out. Seasons Change - Just as spring comes and wipes away all of the cold silent winter, one day I will forget that you meant everything. Beauty and the Beast - I want to be special too... Playing Games - An experiment in toying around with words trying to explain what this loss without having feels like. You went and got famous first - I missed the gravy train. Nuts. TTFN - Lines about wanting to be done with someone. notice me - "I want you, I want you so bad. I want you, I want you so bad its driving me mad, it's driving me..." |