Schoolyard Confession

i have been watching you from afar
you captivate many hearts
with your strong words
that should be inspirational
always insulted me
but i watch as they all follow you

and i have wanted to tell you
in my dreams you touch me
sex on a sawed down tree
the best kiss i ever had
all my dreams inspired by song
i just want your hand in mine

i have loved you for a long time
you are beautiful
steady, respectable, and noble
a lover a dreamer a fighter
my mirror, my perfect heart
the hands i want to hold me

it is you that i love
your wide smiles keep me happy
your hair falls into your face
curling into your lips
i want you to share everything you are
everything you have with me

so i was wondering
i know i am reckless
i can be awfully messy
you probably don't even know me
but i am filled with hope
to fulfill my fantasies

would you like to date me?
i am so scared
please don't reject me
the brightest star in my night sky
hold me close and tell me
you love me too

i understand if you love someone else
i don't want to be your burden
but i wanted to let you know
since my heart has been racing
every time you pass me by
that i am sure my love is true

don't break me now that i have confessed
but i cant be selfish
you are your own person
but my world would be complete
if you said the words
"i love you too"

© Heart Attack, Stacy Stratton, 2006