Toobadsosad

I've been here more often than not
playing the best friend who's lost out on
the chance to make us more
but today your big boyfriend's not around
would you stop saying his name every five
the minutes are torturing me

find your eyes
follow your face
down your hair
that black strap
exposed
his extra large
shirts got me
drooling hungry

months of training
holding this back
keep tossing your head
another flashing smile
ignites the belly flame
crawling and cornering
wont get away this time

his extra large
shirt's removable
each button
one by one
unleash
your glowing pale
unguarded beauty

months of training
holding this back
your bend forward
purposely showing
me unattainable
soft and pink
i'm tired of your tease
i will make you regret

(not loving me before)

your glowing pale
unguarded beauty
belongs to this
deserving party
removed
your needy heart
acknowledges no one else

the minutes are torturing me
stop saying his name, he's not here
seeing your smile gives me more life
so smile with him and at me
everyday gives me one more chance
to be the bestest friend ever
and one day, be more to you than this

© Heart Attack, Stacy Stratton, 2005